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April Wallpaper

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It appears that I am lacking  inspirational quotes these days, so just the calendar again this month! Maybe the start of Spring will bring back my creativity too. As always, if you have any suggestions you can forward them my way.  April 2019

Rejuvinated with some vitamin sea!

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One week away in our home away from home, Dominican Republic, and we come back to the beginnings of spring and the last days of the month! It’s amazing how quickly March has come and gone, but I am happy to finally see the pavement, the grass and the sun! I keep telling myself that the next time we travel we will try somewhere new, but our usual resort has so little to complain about that I question why we would bother. And, this year, they even had waffles at the breakfast buffet! I mean, come on! Seriously though, we did have some trouble this year, but it was my fault for not rectifying it sooner. Since we had the LO was have been upgrading to the Junior Suites looking out over the ocean. Not for the views, but because those buildings are quite new, modern and well kept. But, of course, there is a price for this so I expect it to be perfect. Which it was not. We arrived late, but early enough to grab a quick bite at the buffet before it would close for the night. Afterwards,

I can’t cry anymore…

No, I am not about to post the lyrics to a Sheryl Crow song, I mean it… I can’t cry anymore; and it’s really weird for me. After reaching my breaking point last fall, and after a terribly horrible ugly cry at the Santa Claus parade of all places, I went back on meds. I have no regrets about this and even upped the dose soon after as I quickly saw the benefits I once experienced before. But that is the last time I cried. No, that is the last time I COULD cry. I had already spoken to my therapist about possibly being over medicated because I felt as though I wasn’t reacting to things I certainly should have been reacting to. But it wasn’t until yesterday that I realized I physically cannot shed a tear when I am upset. I know that I can cry tears of joy, like when my LO went rock climbing all by herself last weekend at only 3.5yrs old and made me beyond proud of her courage. But I have been dealing with a bit of a situation at work these past few months that all came to a head yesterday a